I cant believe it has been nearly 4 years, that god called our angel home. i think about you each and everyday and it still hurts as if it were yesterday. i will never be able to get past what has happened. You were my best friend and always will be. The best thing in life was having the chance to have known you. i also hope you are still here watching over all of us. I believe that you are, i feel your presence with me when I need you. I come here to this site alot and I have asked many good friends to check it out too. i would never let you be forgotten. and i wish everyone could have known how wonderful you were. I am going to try very hard to get up there to visit you. I know its been too long. I am sincerelt hoping to get there on the 22nd. I have somany things i would love to tell you. I think you would be proud and you would be happy. for those of us that are embracing and celebrating your memory. You have touched all of us and you still do. Gone but never forgotten. we love you and miss you amber. I shall see you in my dreams where we often meet!