Not a single day goes by where I do think of you. I too still feel as much pain now as I did then. You were my very best friend and like a sister to me. What I wouldnt give just to see you one more time! My eyes are filled with tears and my heart is heavy. I know you would want us all to be happy, but some days it is just so hard to do. I bought a special pink rose this month in your honor. It supports breast cancer research. I know that pink was your favorite color. Maddison is so big now and she is my sunshine just as you always will be. In some strange way she really reminds me of you, always smiling and happy and just full of life. You never seemed to let anyone or anything get you down. You were and amazing, strong and loving person. Today is your birthday and I am thinking of you. I love you and I miss you very much. Life has never been the same and it never will be. Watch over as as you always do. See you again someday my best friend, Amber Sunshine!!