How do I live......
Written by Leila Bieniek on 4/30/2005 10:41 AM





How do I live each day, knowing you are gone....

In my heart your memory lives on, my eyes bright with tears

of joy and sadness for a friendship that grew through the years

I love you so much, I feel like can't go on

then I hear you whisper for me to be strong

You were more like a sister than you'll ever know,

it's the light you shed that will keep me on the go

I know you are the Sushine that brightens my day

you were an angel in every way.

Sometimes I hurt so bad I just wanna die

then I see your face telling me not to cry

There is a little life growing inside me

I wonder how'll she'll turn out to be

I am naming her in honor of all that you were

and she'll be the angel that you are.


Amber.... I love you and miss you so much. You'll never know how much you meant to me and changed my life. we shared alot of good times and bad... remember when we ran away and everyone was soooo heated!!! :)~ I feel blessed that you shared some of my most special trials and tribulations. You were at my baby shower and my wedding and i couldn't ask for more. I am forever grateful that I got to meet your wonderful husband and son. They were so lucky to have you. I only wish you would have gotten to meet my daughter but I know you are always here in memory. It is your passion, desire, ambition, loving, kind, gentle ways that touched all of our lives. I thank god for moving you to Turners for us to meet. I wish we could have styaed in touch more often. I was and still am in shock since the rainy day I heard of your fate. I will never forget how I felt like I have lost my best friend in the whole wide world. watch over Missy and everyone else that loved you. XOXOXOXO