It's been a while since I've been on here. Sometimes it just makes me sad to see some of the stories, and sometimes the lack of stories. She is and always will be my best friend in the world. Anyone who has ever met her knows how wonderful she is. How her smile could just light up a room. Her birthday is coming up soon in October. Usually this would be everyone's social highlight of the year because around the end of October there is always that kick butt B-day bash, an awesome Halloween party and the celebration of any random weekend she deemed worthy. Everyone knows that if there was an event worth going to then she was probably hosting it. I guess I just wanted to remind anyone who still reads these things that no matter what she will always be watching over all of us as she did when she was still with us. I try to live my life as if she were watching everything I'm doing, and "would she approve?". Somehow it makes things a little easier. So if you are reading this I urge you to leave a note and let us know you were here. I write my stories just as much for everyone else as I do for myself. I love you Amber.