Today is my son Adam's birthday. He's 1 now and as hard as it is to realize it's been a year already since he was born, it's even harder to realize that it's been almost 6 months since the accident. My son's full name is Adam Derek Hunter Brodeur. A little long but I can blame Amber for that. "Adam Hunter" was her choice for his name. Thanks Amber, I love it. I keep looking in the photo gallery on here and find the pics of Amber holding Adam. It is so hard knowing that she won't get to hold him again, or that he won't enjoy the same time and company that the girls had with Amber. Mostly I just wish that things weren't the way that they are. So much about all of this is just wrong. Damn anybody for trying to tell me that things happen for a reason, or that things will get easier. Damn anyone who dares tell me to "Just get over it!" (You know who you are) Amber is one of the best people I've ever known in my life and that will never change. She can never be replaced. It's just not possible for anyone to measure up like she did. The perfect combination of style, grace, personality, looks, smile, intelligence, and confidence. So let us, for her, take a minute to just remember. She deserves that much.