I just wanted to say a few words. I have not and never forget you amber. You were my best friend and i miss you so much. The holidays are especially hard, not being able to be with those you love. please know you are close to my heart today and always. i wish you were here, so i could tell you so many things. there was so much left unsaid. I have come to realize that life is so unfair and cruel. i try to live each day to it's fullest, but there is still a shadow on my heart. Happy holidays to you.. i like to think you can see us and hear us and watch over us. let the lord be with you and with us today and everyday. I love you, Amber sunshine!