I don't know about anyone else, But personally I cannot believe it has been almost two years! To me it still seems like just yesterday. it plays over and over like a sad movie. I guess it's part of the grieving process. it is hard to deal with the loss of a loved one. Amber was my best friend, the one i could turn to for everything. it has been hard without her here. she will live on forever in my heart. I love you Amber Sunshine. I know this is supposed to be stories about amber. But i feel better if i just get to write, and let her know that not a day passes where i don't miss her. I feel extra terrible because i have not made it to her memorial yet, but i will get there soon.